Starting another new blog again

This is the 7th time I am starting a new blog. My blogs never lasted, mainly because I am not good at putting my thoughts that i wanna express into words. Sometimes later when i read back at the things i used to write and published, i feel so stupid looking at my own writings that doesn't carry much important/ significant message in my live. On the other hand, i do feel regret for not having the ability to jot down the events that happened in my life properly as those events could be once in a life time experiences. And since it was not being noted down, some part of it was being long forgotten. My idea now is that, i wish to rambles, whether be it a good entry of diary or not, whether i m able to write a good description of what happened in my daily life or not, i wish to keep the 7th attempt of blogging the ultimate record of my life.